come back safe mummy :)
♥ Monday, April 30, 2007 8:00:00 PM




oops my bad, my mummies leaving tomorrow morning . I'm going to miss her ! one month without my mummy, that's like a humongous ask . But my pressies will make the await a tad bit easier . =)

I've decided . I can't be stuffed going school tomorrow when english is canceled and all i have is maths . Hello sleeping in, goodbye waking up at 640am .

I'm going to slowly give up msn, and slowly build up my studying time . man, i don't even know how to study, i'm hopeless . Can't wait for this nightmare to be over, but at the same time, i'm terrified, we're being released into the real world ! omfg !!!!! graduation .. i'm going to sob a bob bob .

today, went to look at cake's for me and janie's 18th birthday . Michels pattiseri's largest special cake was 125$ . that's reasonable, but can't remember the last time i bought cake haha !
i dont wanna turn 18 but i can't wait till our party !!!! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

TATA !!

ps. does anyone of you's have old teddy bears you guys don't want ?? i need them for my Art major work .. if not , do you guys know any op shops that sell old bears ??
thanks bunches :)

[edit] you know what hurts ? this sounds so hypocritical because i've been in a fari few relationships after we broke up, but still, you can't help feeling that tightening of your heart when you find out that he's going out with someone . of course he's had other gfs after me, but i've never seen the pictures of him holding someone.. yes im so gay ! lol .. but yes, watching the person that you once loved and that once loved you, love someone else . well it might now suond too harsh, but had to let it out, :( this is hard . like i AM over him, its been bloody 2 years, but i
cant help but be a bit .. hmphs cant explain it .. lol, he's was my first and last love . no relationship after has given me butterflies .. anyways, lol that is all folks . [/edit]




i like spontaneous fun !
♥ Sunday, April 29, 2007 6:01:00 PM




out of nowhere terry suggested we go black genie . i joked and said, if you drive i will . 20 mins later, we were driving to pick up dre and got to ashfield . lol ! we didnt stay long, said hi, had hilarios laughs and left with 15 bottles of beer which terry took hhaha !!
man black genie is the same every week . it used to be mad fun ! now its just drink, smoke, walk around, sit in the trance room, and socialise with bc's .. lol ! but we only go cos we dont have to pay .. i like free things ! haha

we had the funniest night . man, words can't explain how hilarious it was .
- haha when everyone realised johnny and terry were wearing the same sweater
- terry mocking johnny and they start chasing each other . so hilarious !
- a car over took terry and drove slowly, terry overtakes car, car drives next to us and turns out to be undercover cops ! than the cops overtook terry haha hilarious
- terry spotted the civic that he sold . haha !
- terry trying to make his car like those pimped cars that full bounce up and down by pressing the brakes continuously haha !
- andrei having a sook cos i got front seat HAHA !
- us telling racist jokes
- driving to dre's gfs house and him asking her mum if she can come to a haunted mental hospital with us and she said no .. haha sometimes honesty isnt good
- driving to la perouse and we got out of the car to enter a fenced area and and shitting ourselve
- terry doing doughnuts than the police stop and we sped off .. haha
- terry drinking and driving . . tsk tsk
- dre driving, yet he's blind without his glasses !
- went 7-eleven, and terry just walks in and takes like 3 magazines, than he goes bqack for more - me driving cos terry was drunk by this time, dre without his glasses and the whole way back to my house i forgot to turn on the headlights haha !

that was like fraction of the fun ! roflolmao .

my mummies leaving tomorrow !! i wont see her till the 25th of may . I'M GOING TO MISS HER .. BUT YAY ! PRESENTS .





omigosh i was mentioning how we should do more spontaneous fun, btw how great, terry and dre now consider me one of them (but secretly i think im way cooler than them) haha !!!!!!! . we're going on the 10 day cruise around fiji beginning next year !! since my mums a travel agent and she's been, she's bugging me to go with my friends haha ! FUN !

TATA !!




my new friday night bestfriend .
♥ Friday, April 27, 2007 10:56:00 PM




not going out is so boring . i think i'll go out once in a while .. that's safe right ? man, i really need to pull my act together and start studying .. 2 terms/6months left .. that's not very long .

i love friday night tv now ! all my favourite shows . woohoo

630 - Neighbours
7oo - BB
730 - BB friday night live
940 - PCD
1040 - BB uplate .

:)

TATA !!

im stuck on which camera to buy !! help help help !!

i have 5 major options, but im leaning towards two of them more .

Olympus Stylus 720 SW ;; 2.5" screen, 7.1 mp, 3m waterproof, resistant to falls up to 1.5m . im leaning towards this one ..

Olympus Stylus 77 0 SW ; same as above except 10m waterproof .

casio Exilim EX-S770 ; 2.8" screen, 7.2 mp, super slim !! i'm leaning towards this one too !

Sony DSC-T100 ; 3" screen, 8.1 mp . It's touch screen, there's also an identicle one yet, with buttons .. if it wasnt so thick it'd be perfect !


sony DSC-T10 ; 2.5" screen, 7.1 mp . ilike the pink .. lol







are you invited ??
♥ Thursday, April 26, 2007 9:59:00 PM




i just remembered . i promised you guys a sneak preview of the birthday tickets .

it's thick ! just like your standard card .

it's so cute ! i love it .

look ! it's shiny . =)

I've decided to re-dye my hair back to dark colours . going to opt for dark violet like previously, it really brought the shine out in my dead hair . =)

Bought dry shampoo today . As all girls will be aware, washing your hair everyday strips it of it's daily natural oils and damage your hair, so best is to wash it every second day. But what about those inbetween days ? i dont know about you guys, but my hair is oil producing, so i finally went and bought dry shampoo . You spray it on, and after 2 mins your hair feels and looks freshly washed, minus the water =) .

TATA !!




SPARTAAAA !!
♥ Wednesday, April 25, 2007 8:14:00 PM




i hate nick . nick, i hate you . but, you're my bestfriend . HAHA !
he fcuking wakes me up at 2am to inform me to meeat at 1 today, than i wake up at 12, i showered and got ready and still got to city at 130, yet he was 20 mins late ! and also nick sucks at capitol games lol !

i do ancient history . i studied Xerxes and the Persians, so 300 was like another lesson, yet wdf was that ! haha i hate violent movies but it was nicks shout so being the lovely person i am, i accompanied him . since when was Xerxes a homo ? and since when did ancient world have demented animals as well as warriors ? gosh, it was the most bullshit remake of history ever !!
I studied from the Persian pespective, the movie was from the Greeks (Spartans) and i bet the director was greek, cos for those who havent studied ancient they'd for shizzle take the greek side, even i'm leaning severely towards the greeks when i know all the good Xerxe's has done too . haha !

we ate at capitol cos it was raining and didnt want to walk to pancakes on the rocks . than it was TOY WINNING TIME !! after 10$ we're like hmphs . than we went to play pokies hoping nick would win more toy money haha ! he went to 0$ than up to 50$ and wouldnt leave until he tried more, he nearly won 640$ haha he was sooo cut ! me too, cos than he would have given me 300$ lol in the end he ejected 30$ haha what a waste of 1hr . and after 25$ on the toy machines, we gave up . he was so geed ! lol we have decided to spend heapsssss of money next time . OH MAN ! I WANT THE TOYS .. :'( haha gotta drag the others there :D

man, i love no school . school again tomorrow , great .

TATA!! happy anzac day !

man, who is sabotaging the poll ? 108 do NOT read my blog . STOP IT YOU !!
[edit] omfg now there's 218 people voting ? haha i'm not stupid YOU ! that's it, im taking the poll off than changing it to one vote ONLY person visitor ! up yours mutherfcuker ! [/edit]




quiz show time !
♥ 12:02:00 AM




20 random/interesting facts about me : yes, i am THAT fascinating .. haha

1) I completed my grade 5 piano certificate before i quit
2) I used to be shy and quiet . haha !
3) Up until year 8, i vowed to never date an asian
4) I've been extremely anti-asian up until year 8 . i didnt even like talking to them ..
5) I've had 12 ex's yet non have suceeded 4 months ..
6) If a guy wasn't so good looking yet had good fashion, i'd still go for him
7) I prefer drinking water, ever since i was a toddler
8) I hardly tie my hair up in a pony tail in public
9) I used to dress surfie and loved surfie brands
10) I wasnt allowed to dye my hair until year 7
11) In year 10 i had 2 piercings, and my parents forbid anymore, now i have 9 and a tattoo and they know about all of them . lol !
12) I always carry perfume with me when i go out .
13) I dont believe in eternal love
14) I'm an only child who is very much spoiled
15) I dont know how to work a washing machine
17) when i type "hahahaha roflolmao" etc continuously on msn, i'm actually laughing out loud
18) I've done ballet, tap, jazz, gymnastics dancing, and school dance group performing constantly including entertainment centre throughout my years up until year 8 .
19) I havent yet worn my dresses more than once, many, havent been worn yet.
20) I always accessorise aswell as colour co-ordinate my outfits .

quiz one :

Two Names You Go By:
1. Emily the great
2. Emu the great

Two Things You Are Wearing Right Now:
1. bra
2. underwear

Two Things You Want in a Relationship:
1. Fun !
2. Affection

Two of Your Favorite Things to do:
1. Shopping
2. Eating


Two Things You Want Very Badly At The Moment:
1. Finish HSC with a UAI of 80
2. to win the lottery =)

Two pets you had/have:
1. My doggy, Lucky
2. 10 khoi fishies, but they were my dads and now we are left with ZERO !

Two things you did yesterday:
1. slept in for the last time
2. procrastinated about my essays .

Two things you ate today:
1. potato salad
2. I have a bad memorie . . and I cant seem to remember haha !

Two people you Last Talked To on the phone:
1. Sergio =S
2. Mum

Two Things You're doing tomorrow:
1. School
2. library ? more like bludgerary .

Two favorite beverages:
1. Water
2. Lemon lime bitters

Two of your least favorite things to do:
1. Anything associated with school
2. Mending sickness . lol

[02] Have you ever been given roses?
Yups, =) I still have them preserved =D I’m corny .

[03] What is your all-time favorite romance movie?
Umms there’s so many . Titanic, Notting Hill, The Holiday, Suddenly 30 (one of my favouritest , I can like memorise the whole movie haha ) etc

[04] How many times have you honestly been in love?
One and a half . lol it’s true because I don’t know about the second person, I did but I didn’t in a way cos of his anger management . so it’s a half haha !

[05] Do you believe that everyone has a soul-mate?
No, there’s more males than females in the world . haha ! maybe that’s why we have homosexuals

[06] Do you think that you should put your friends first?
Yes, but depending on the situation . If my boyfriend was in a serious accident, than he’ll come first . get the drift ? good .

[07] Have you ever had your heart broken?
Yes, terribly . but hurt more, cos it ended cos of my stubbornness and pride . =(

[8] Your thoughts on online relationships?
Desperate, Fat, Ugly, Loner people who are too scared to show their face and body in public in fear of binding the entire nation .

[9] Have you ever seen a friend as more than a friend?
Don’t all boyfriends begin as friends, even if it’s a few days . lol

[10] Do you believe the statement, "Once a cheater always a cheater?"
Nopes . Cos I’ve had experience . before that, yes I thought all cheaters should go suck a fat one .

[11] How many kids do you want to have?
None .i can’t imagine me as a mum .. lol I don’t even want to get married .

[12] What is your favorite color(s)
Baby rose pink .

[13] What are your views on gay marriages?
I believe people should be entitled to marry whoever they want, society can’t force an individual to love a certain sex when they are interested in the other . It’s like forcing people to date a certain race, what happens if you fall for another race ? Just let them be gay . gosh ! haha

[14] Do you believe you truly only love once?
No, love comes and goes .

[15] Imagine you're 79 & your spouse just died, would you re-marry?
Yes, I like wedding cake . haha nah but at 79 .. well if I meet someone who will make me happy, yes.

[16] At what age did you start noticing the opposite sex?
When I was old enough to realize mummy and daddy are different . haha

[17] What song do you want to hear at your wedding?
I’m not missing you – Stacy Orrico . haha jokes ! I don’t know, some romantic song .

[18] Do you Know someone who likes you?
LOL . yes . 1 to 15

quiz two :

1. Last beverage: Water

2. Last phone call: My mum .

3. Last message: Some wrong number person telling me to come and sort through bailey's baby clothing and to take pictures of her little man . haha ! wdf !!

4. Last CD played: the CD that was in dennis's car .

5. Last bubble bath: cannot remember ! haha

6. Last time you cried: omfg ! today in maths !! when i found out i failed . haha shameee

7. Last text message sent: replying to josh .

8. Dated someone twice? I normally wouldnt get back with ex's cos obviously we broke up for good .. but i did get back with my first boyfriend 3 times . SHAME ON ME !

9. Been cheated on? nopes, and i dont tolerate cheating . unless in games, but i like winning so no not even that haha !

10. Kissed someone and regretted it? hmphs, can't remember honestly .

11. Ever been in love? Yes, but i didnt realise how deeply at the time .

12. Lost someone special? Yes, numerous, they left me for the mental hospital haha get it !!!!! ?? roflolmao . nah, i'm glad they were ever in my life .

13. Been depressed? Yups, I'm emo and i love cutting myself .

14. Been drunk and threw up? hahahahhaahha ! yes, yes yes . but im a much more tolerant drinker now .

15. Kissed someone of the same sex? omigosh yes ! you people will so think im bisexual if i tell you how many . hahahah !

SIX THINGS YOU DID TODAY

1. Go to school
2. Saw my lovelies !!
3. Got exam results back . and shed a few tears in maths haha !
4. Erina came over
5. went with dennis to drive erina home
6. watched tv

LIST 4 PEOPLE YOU CAN TELL ANYTHING TO

1. Erina
2. Wayne
3. Jack
4. Lorah

FIVE FAVORITE COLORS

1. Baby rose pink
2. Baby yellow
3. Baby aqua
4. Baby blue
5. Baby red

HAVE YOU RECENTLY

1. Made a new friend? Of course, I’m cool . haha

2. Fallen out of love? Nopes, still keeping up my singleness =)

3. Laughed until you cried? Not recently .. sad huh ? I blame hsc

4. Met someone who changed your life? Nopes,

5. Found out who your true friends were? I’ve realized someone who says they are but their actions don’t show it . lol but to those that ARE my true friends, I’m never letting go

1. Gay, Straight, or Bi?: you wish I was bisexual . haha

2. Who is the best hugger that you know? Someone chubby . haha !

3. Got shot? Yes, yesterday . no bro !

4. Is there something you want to tell someone? Heaps, lol .

5. Brand of shirt you are wearing? Cotton on .

6. Would you kiss someone on your top friends? Dare ?

7. How many people on your top friends do you know n real life? Top friends on what ????

8. How many kids do you want to have? None . diapers .

9. Do you have any pets? One doggy =)

10. Do you wanna change your name? No .. do you ?

11. Is there anyone you hate? Dislike much .

12. What time did you wake up today? 6:40 am . GAHHH !!
13. What were you doing at midnight last night? Chatting online, sad to leave haha !
14. Name something you cannot wait to do? FINISH THE HSC !! FCUK YEA . BRING ON PARTYING LIKE NO TOMORROW AND TRAVELLING .

15. Last time you saw your mother? 30 mins ago .

16. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life? I love my life .

17. What color is your underwear? Green && white paulfrank briefs .
18. Are you single? Yes .

19. Have you ever talked to Tom? Yes, have you ?

20. Have you ever donated money to a good cause? I used to ! when I see a hobo, or those cancer donating people .. cos I believe good things happen to those who do good deeds .. except nye’05 I gave change to a begger on the train and 20 mins I left my precious camera on that SAME train . so I stopped giving so much change out ! haha

21. What's the last piece of clothing you borrowed from anyone? I don’t borrow clothing

22. Who's getting on your nerves right now? You

23. Most visited webpage? My own blog . I love reading about my life, it’s so exciting .

24. Is there advertisement on the side of this page? Yes, me .

25. Coke or Pepsi? Water

26. Do you have a crush? Nopes .

27. Have you kissed or been kissed by anyone in the past week? Duh ! cheek .


TATA




im asian and i failed maths ..
♥ Tuesday, April 24, 2007 5:41:00 PM




haha how cool am i !! ??

had the worst day today .. was seriously crap ! not only was the whether gloomy and wet, but i had to wake up early and go to school . than ontop of that, I GET SHIT HALF YEARLY RESULTS !! lol man did i have a bad day .

yes, i failed maths . i got 42% . boy did i stuff up badly, and i am NOT impressed by my other subjects either apart from art .

art : 80%
legal : 53%
english : 75%
ancient : 64%
maths : 42%


man, i expected so much more from legal and english .. im ranked 5th in the year for adv english, now im like bloody .. 10th or something :( . i expected atleast a 17 .. =(=(
and legal .. i came first in the last essay task and was ranked top 3 and now im like ranked 8th .. and what saddens me more, is he expected me to be top 3 this time . HE HAD FAITH IN ME ! but not my fault i studied for 30 mins max .

haha ancient was funny though . mrs spratt said she can tell i studied heaps hard but i narrated too much, i need to answer the question and not regurgitate irrelevant information to the question . but the funny thing is, i didnt study, i started highlighting my booklets at 10pm the night before than went sleep .. lol

mrs spratt : you waffled too much
me : i like waffles

i swear my mind revolves around food . like the time in biology i thought of bagels from beagle haha !

seriously, no more cramming for me . i cant deal with cramming, previous years fine cos i didnt give a crap about school, now it matters . im going to try so much harder !

yay, no school tomorrow . that cheers me up a notch :D:D:D

TATA !!

ps . the sample tickets arrived . omigosh they're fcuking awesome . they look and feel just like a proper card like credit card or license except it has our bday ticket as the picture !!
i'll give you guys a sneak peak .. tomorrow !! so stay tuned . :D:D




i love holidays
♥ Monday, April 23, 2007 8:49:00 PM




man, schools starting in a few hours .. why do good things always end so fast ??
i swear the school does something shifty in the holidays, like fast forward the time .. :@ haha . how the hell do i go back into the routine of waking up at 6:4oam everyday ??

back to 7:45am starts, early finishes, seeing my lovelies more, going junkfood shopping for me and michaels eating binges in class, receiving homework, procrastinating, bludging at the library, no more social life, stress, sleeping early, cramming for exams, getting in trouble ... etc

hey big brother is so smart , have a relationship in the house yet fly the chicks ex boyfriend back from canada to sabotage the couple trying to keep their relationship a secret in order to stay in the house together . haha !!!!! that's gonna be fun .
and the white room is so gay . the end .
man, that bartender TJ chick's already bitching, can she get a life ! it's so hilarious when they say that they say what they want and they wont fake it .. yet they bitch behind their backs and in front of them, they're sweet as candy . well THE WHOLE NATION CAN SEE IT ASSWIPES !! haha

i finish at 12 tomorrow . thankgod for early finishes, im going to mend some sleep .

TATA !!

ps. haha the lowes ad just came on saying, LAST YEAR 10 MILLION AUSTRALIAS SHOPPED AT LOWES . yea duh ! 99% of it is students buying uniform HAHA !




something new :)
♥ 4:40:00 PM




new layout . it's extremely hard for me to pick layouts because im sooooo picky haha !

hope you guys like it ! cos afterall, YOU are the people who have to put up with it .

EVERYONE ON BIGBROTHER WAS SO UGLY !!
and the relationship
im guessing is between the fat guy and the fat girl .

WHO'S MR X ?? AND WHAT'S THE WHITE ROOM FOR ??

omfg school starts tomorrow .. MY 3 WEEKS HOLIDAY HAS GONE BY IN A JIFFY
i have procrastinated so much, i havent dont anything .
panic at the disco livingroom .

IM GONNA BLOG LESS . SCHOOL'S BACK .. I SHOULD ACT LIKE IM "STUDYING" HAHA

TATA !!




big brother in 3 hours . =) =)
♥ Sunday, April 22, 2007 4:07:00 PM




i'm back ! and i brought uploaded photos with me :)

i love eating edamame beans . i can eat them all day . yummmmm i'm craving .

shuddup everyone, just cos i watch bigbrother doesn't mean i have no life haha !! yes i admit it's getting boring, but you can't help but be intrigued by the different personalities and bitch fights on it ! :) and speaking of such, apparently the housemate names have been leaked .
Aleisha, Andrew, Brodie, Cruz, Demet, Emma, Harrison, Hayley, Jamie, Joel, Kara, Kate, Rebecca, Sussanah, Thomas, TJ, Travis, and Zoran.
Included are men's magazine model Emma Cornell, former South Australian MP Joe Scalzi's son Joel and a Bondi firefighter named Ben, News Limited said.

anyways, photo time . these are only like a few, for more visit
www.emzfotoz5.cjb.net .. i still have to put wednesday night and last nights photos us .. so dont freak when you cant find them .
Last night ; alans 18th && black genie .




James' 18th ;




Wednesday night - drinkup and darling harbour ;






phew I'm done . there's more photos i wanted to upload but cbb . and i still cant find my phone usb cord .. and i really neeeeeeeeed it ! haha

tata !!




my throat hurts . boohoo
♥ 1:45:00 PM




hii all :) it's sunday and i JUST woke up, haha lazy me . man, school is so close there's a word for it, the day after tomorrow .. =( if it was on wednesday, it'll be the day after tomorrow's tomorrow .. so that's not close .. unlike tuesday .. okays i'm over it .. NOOOOOOOO haha

on friday i realised i needed to go city to get alans present, woke up jack and told him to come since i havent seen him since my last exam 3 weeks ago, poor him he's been grounded . I got alan 200ml of CalvinKlein perfume, man was so hard choosing a frangrance for ALAN ! haha i was thinking floral .. but nah haha . we had coldrock icecream, i got cheesecake icecream with twix and gummybears, man i only got a regular and i could NOT finish it .. felt so sick after, so went and bought a sushi haha !

HAPPY 18TH ALLAN !!! even though he's birthday was over a week ago, he had his party last night @ redbox vip lounge area . hope you liked me and erina's present !! at first it was house, than finally they put on rnb . man, was alan drunk or what ! hahaha .. i'll post the pics up soon, but fcuk he looks hilarious .. lol, we were taking tequila shots, until the took it away to another group :@:@ but me and anthony were the brave ones and continue taking salt and all the lemon ..our tongues were burning haha ! terry called and we had to leave, i didnt even get to eat the cake !!!!!

HAPPY 16TH NIKHIL && HAPPY 18TH TAN . terry, dom, ants, me and erina drove to blackgenie . haha ! we had the funnest car ride, asking taxi drivers how to get to parramatta road, haha it was just so hilarious . got there, saw so many familiar faces including johnny hoang who parked outside and his friends needed bathrooms lol .. small world . me and erina went up, and said hihi to everyone, than called terry and he was on his way back to city :@:@ omigosh, there was a fight so we were stuck there, shame so many went to the fight, including the birthday boy .. so it was gay and boring ! erina had to get home so at like 12ish we decided to train it back . . than dennis picked us up from hurstville and drove us home . THANKS SOO MUCH DENNIS, fcuking mad friend .

yes that was my night .. i'm tired . haha ! my throat kills .. I'll post up heaps of pictures that i owe this blog when it finishes uploading on photobucket .

TATA ill be back in like 5 mins . haha !




im back AGAIN !!
♥ Thursday, April 19, 2007 11:11:00 PM




yes, blogging 3 times in a day is deffinately insane, i sure missed my blog !!
weird show, i'm watching con on channel 7 after family guy and they're filming porn .. but the guy claims it as "porn with clothing, dry humping" haha ! weird .. anyways

i finished reading harry potter and the half-blood prince yesterday after like 3 days of reading .. yes im fast haha ! ive been too busy to read it for the past like 2 years haha and i forgot half the characters and the fact that it's so addictive . i hate the first chapter of each book, it's so boring esp this one .. but after that i couldnt put it down .. I CRIED ! yes im a bloody pussy, but it's sad okay ? aha, i wont ruin it for those lazy asswipes who havent read it yet :)

im on the laptop .. yes my laptops back !!! but the screens still not fixed, so why is it back you ask ? cos considering my IE isnt working on the desktop and my laptops been at the shop for like 3 weeks already and the parts havent arrived yet. so why keep it there when they cant fix it .. so we're sending it back when the parts arrive . cant wait ! this screen is pissing me off haha

man, ive been a lazy one . i have like so many photos ive been meaning to put up, ive abandoned my photo site, but im resizing all the pix and uploading them, so sorry to those for the lateness, go to
www.emzfotoz5.cjb.net

man why does everything bunch together? it's like there are days when nothings on and im boredd out of my ass, than there's the days when everythings on day . like last saturday and this saturday . i wanna learn teleporting haha !

TATA !!




i wonder how many they're going to make ..
♥ 2:28:00 PM




for some reason this year ..

I CAN'T WAIT FOR BBO7 :)

normally i can wait, but oh well . i love bigbrother, it's so exciting to see the different personalities and asswipes who are chosen . but i seriously wonder how long they're going to go on for ..




im not dead !!
♥ 12:41:00 PM




hii all ! no, I'm still alive :)

reason i haven't blogged is, my nets been acting weird . my computer had virus's but the weird thing is, my msn, google and some other sites are working but most arent .. like blogspot .. but i dont know how im blogging now .. through google and i cached the page HAHA ! okays ..

haha so hilarious . dropped off the car for servicing yesterday, and who do i see ?? TERRY !! hahaha .. and he turns out to be servicing the car . haha, talk about coicidence .

i have so many photos !!
couldnt go kylies 16th due to tutoring and petes 18th cos i had the biggest hangover . boohooo
i love michaels house ! it was fun fun fun, but NOT the walk to wagon wheels and video ezy however, john tucker must die is hilarious as well as the wagon wheel pizza's BLOODY DELICIOUS . 100 times better than your normal pizza .

me and lorah went shopping yesterday . we both thought we needed winter jackets, i got the HOTTEST Freshjive jacket from myer, im in love !! . we were so tired after lunch, we decided to go home .. that's sooo unusual haha ! i napped, than alan woke me up by screaming my name . we were planning his bday, than we went Dan murphy's to work out which alcohol to buy . he's buying like .. so much, 200 bottles worth haah !
than i went home, and marley called . so yes, decided to go K with them .. we got city and went redbox, haha funfun, than at like 11 while marley and co went back to hurstville, i metup with like dennis, erina, james, rui, alan and teng and we had the MOST FUN in darling harbour taking HILARIOUS photos . hahahaha !! than we drove home which included ALOT of racing between dennis and rui .. and so many times we passed cops .

too bad no photos, my Internet Explorer is such a bitch and a half .. so sorry all . man im so tired, and school starts soon . KILL ME

wdf .. korean kills 33 and injures like 23+ .. man, who knows what was going through his mind . all i can say is . RIP .. and let the rest of us learn a lesson . CHERISH LIFE !! it's simply too precious to jeopardise .

and i watched sweet 16 for the first time cos erina told me about it . FCUK SOME KIDS ARE SPOILED . that episode was about this chick turning 16 (duh) aha , and she had this MASSSSIVE party with like 4 costume changes and a MASSIVE float upon entry and a magician to make her appear and her house is like a castle .. and guess what her parents bought her .. A FCUKING JAGUAR CONVERTIBLE 96 000$$+ cos she liked it . . wdf !! and she rode a horse to give out her invitations and auditioned guys to pick 4 to carry her into her party .. man that's insane .. but i cant complain :)


off i go to eat brekki :) man my arms feel like lead . stupid william woke me up at 3am :( but i miss him haah !

TATA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ps. HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY BIGHEAD PETE .
AND , 16TH KYLIE .
LOVELOVE,
SORRY FOR THE LATENESS .. NO NET REMEMBER ? HAHA




one tequila two tequila three tequila floor .
♥ Saturday, April 14, 2007 2:03:00 AM




quick blog . HAPPY 18THS JAMES THE CHOCOLATE FACE :)

just got back from his place, man the cops always know where the parties are .. most of us jetted . 6 tequila shots && UDL && vodka cruiser .. i have a massiiiiveeeee headache and my bladder is busting every fcuking two minutes . haha ! i was sipping on like 6 cups of water, well atleast i didnt puke like THE BIRTHDAY BOY . man he chundered some hectic puke HAHA !

i'm off to bed, got tutoring in like a few hours . shittttt !! haha, i'll blog tomorrow maybe ? haha here's a photo off us at the front of my house, all drunk/was drunk haha ! more photos to come so stay tuned . TATA !!



man i need to piss again, how the fcuk am i meant to sleep tonight :( :( i hate waking up in the night to go bathroom, every scary movie ive seen like the ring and grudge, they haunt me HAHA . im such a bloody pussy .




been there, done that .
♥ Friday, April 13, 2007 12:26:00 AM




Had my blood test, three tubes .. felt so weak as I couldn't eat breakfast and it was 12 by the time we got there . Lucky me and mummy pigged out at yoshinoya after . However, I reckon it's such a rip off 10$$ for a meal and it's tiny ! it'll feed a baby, whereas at Capitol you get 3x the portion for the price and it's so much nicer .

We drove to DFO afterwards, as I was planning on buying the boots I had seen previously at wanted, yet I regret not buying .

At cue, mummy saw a suit jacket that she was so keen on me buying, claiming I'll need it during interviews and in the near future. Personally I wouldn't have bought it, I wouldn't have spent all that money on just that, but it was on a really good discount .. so I'm all set for that non existent interview :D



I highly prefer DFO wanted, so much more variety and they're basically all on discounts. I love wanted, especially their sales which is constantly on .



Around 8pm, Marley called me out to just chill at K and drink. Only 5 of us but we had mad fun, all that red&&black label, we had way too much alcohol amongst us. It was good spending time with my godbrothers, we haven't all been in the same room for so many hours in ages, like the old times =D . What interested me was the distinguish between the male and female toilets, I walked into the male one only to have Joseph tell me so, I looked at the door and realised lol .




Can you believe the holidays are coming to an end so soon ? I've been on holidays for 2 weeks already, and it has literally flew by. One more week until I'm back to being the hermit of a year tweleve that I am . It'll be worth it in the future though, education is such an essential .

I'm not tipsy at all, quite amazing considering my ability to drink and I've had quite a bit .. don't think I can manage my 100 situps, but I HAVE DETERMINATION haha . I'm off to snooze, after some solitaire, I'm addicted again .

TATA!!




living the american life . HAHA !
♥ Thursday, April 12, 2007 12:08:00 AM




Did something out of the ordinary today, had a hectic day today/yesterday whatever you call it considering its past midnight haha ! my legs are killing me, I'm awfully tired, gonna sleep soon . got my blood test in the morning yes, the SAME blood test i was meant to go for 3 months ago, but due to stuff in my system ive been putting it off lol .

anyways, Hieu picked me up right on time lol, i was barely awake . We went cabra to my piercing shop and got my bar shortened. Metup with willliam, they went to eat so we went parra. I bought James' present, we shopped more and than he dropped me back at cabra . Thanks Hieu for taking me today, even though we were both so silent lol . William picked me up, but it meant i had to wait a bit myself, bloody scary being alone in cabra even if it 's broad daylight, creepy men were staring at me and one OLD guy came up to me like wdf . Went williams, and his friend came and they were deciding on what to do. Man his brothers only 14, and goes to more raves than me :@ :@ haha lucky cunt. They were gonna go play netcafe, but all 6 of us ended up at EASTER CREEK drag race. His friend was going to enter, but he missed out on the car check by half an hour, so we all watched .

It was like being in America, watching drag racing on wednesday night lol. It was so exciting for me considering its my first time, all that people, CARSSSSS, burn outs, loud noises, drag racing, atmospher :) except it was bloooooody freezing . Surprisingly there was hardy any asians, mostly all lebbos or aussies, heaps of families too . We stayed till 10ish, grabbed a bite at maccas and they drove me home :)

I got to spend all night with him, now I miss him already, but it's complicated . anyways I TOOK SO MANY PICTURES AND VIDEOS, but i cant find my usb cord for my phone, i'll post them up when i find it haha !

TATA !!




good company + movies + food = happy emu .
♥ Wednesday, April 11, 2007 12:03:00 AM




Martin, wayne, clement, erina and I held our own movie marrathon at my house . =)
Just Friends, Material Girls, Grudge 2, and Japanese cartoon series . Good (Y)(Y)

We couldn't wait to get our greedy little mouths on the new pie pizza, and also go meatasaurus. I had been dying to try the redrooster 2 for 10$ meal . Two of them looked not so good so we opted for the portuegese chicken and the quarter chicken ? As well as stacks of junkk food .



Haha , after the others left and it was just Wayne, Erina and I . we full mucked out hard, lip synching to songs and pretending we're singing in, including passion. We recorded it and laughed ourselves silly, those will forever be for our eyes only HAHA ! lovelovethem.

My diet of "not eating whenever i feel like it" is kind of working, I'm trying to control my food intake . Yesterday i was craving for the blueberry muffin .. so i ate a humongous green apple instead and yes it most certainly filled me up .. but i was eyeing the muffin so harshly, yet my mind was protesting . In the end, i chomped it down in no time .. tsk tsk .

Everyone tells me im tiny and why do i see myself as fat, but in Cleo they mentioned in an article how girls self perseption is different to others . Meaning, what i see my body weight as is different to how others see it . I see this person with tree trunk legs and starting to develop love handles .. and others see me as the person who is size 7 . But i dont feel sie 7 :( anyways, ive never had love handles, and previously ive always done atleast 100 situps a day .. now from semi-abs to flabs make me cringe . im starting on my situps again, hope i last this time :)

ROFLOLMAO !! marley just sent me this . HILARIOUS , japs always love torturing and humiliating innocent individuals haha . esp males .
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RUGKtHnOaxM

TATA

I'm busting ! but way too scared to go bathroom . [edit] okay ! i went to pee and it was SCARY ! kept imagining the grudge chick standing behind objects, even though she's fake ! like in that scene in the counsellors office, how fake were the makeup and faces of the counsellor, mayuki and vanessa . haha ! okays, but still scary im such a pussy . [/edit]




talk about freaky ..
♥ Monday, April 9, 2007 2:16:00 AM




this is creepy .. freakishly creepy .. creepily freaky .

i was playing solitaire telling myself i'll go to bed the moment i win a game, well i had no luck and kept loosing . i was telling jack my disastrous games, and i was like .. man this is a sign for me not to sleep and that someone will declare their love for me at 2am . lol ! well straight away, i realised i had won .. so i was like im going sleep and jack was like nah stay incase someone does tell you at 2am and im like i was joking ! lol .. well at exactly 2am, a particular boy did start declaring his feelings and asking me out ..

if that isnt freaky than i dont know what is ..

coincidence ?? hmphs ..




eighteen, to be .
♥ Sunday, April 8, 2007 6:07:00 PM




Exactly 3 months from today, I'll be turning a frightening age of Eighteen . and 3 months and 3 days till our 18th birthday cruise =) . I'm looking forward to that though .

I guess age is just a number ? but I sure ain't looking forward to turning 18 ; an age that boasts responsibility and maturity. I'm more than capable of acting wise and mature, yet my personality reeks that joking manner I incoporate into my daily life. Anyways, the point is I'm not ready to be eighteen. See I can act serious :)

TATA

ps. I really miss my laptop, how long does it take to fix an internal screen anyway =(




drunkos , junkies , they're everywhere ..
♥ 1:55:00 AM




i just got home . thankgod the taxi driver was not a serial rappist .. haha

i have to blog about the funniest shit . we were waiting at ashfield for a train back, this lady (full on ice or someshit) full stands next to us smiling her toothless grin and talking to us and eyeing my bag and shit . we start walking off she follows, terry and ryan full start running like idiots haha ! she runs after us . full running around in circles, she's full chasing us . haha ! terry's full egging her on . the rest of us went to sit down, and they're still playing hide and seek . haha !
omfg, than she's like DO YOU HAVE A CIGGARETTE to me and im like I DONT SMOKE . and she's ilke THAN FCUK OF THAN YOU BLOODY SLUT . hahahahaahh !! yes, that was the highlight of my night .

terry is so mean . full going up to randoms and teasing them . esp this short guy who's about like 25 years old .. and terrys like THAT GUYS TALL ISNT HE ? tsk tsk .. full tearing hurstville station apart haah !

did i mention i swallowed my beauty spot piercing bar yesterday ?? i had to rush to buy one today, fcuking 30$$ when all i wanted was a clear bar, and its the wrong one . it's not the twist the ball on one, it's the stick the stud in kind .. so i can use my other diamante ball .. this forces me to go back to get my shortened bar, which i was never bothered .. :@

TATA .

here's one photo . cos im bloody lazy .




i dislike carrying umbrellas . therefore i dislike rain lol .
♥ Saturday, April 7, 2007 6:58:00 PM




i personally really dislike carrying umbrellas . i NEVER carry one, even if it's raining . i hate it dripping everywhere, and when the wind blows you have to hold on to it lol and it occupies a hand .

it's pouring right now , was pouring actually but WILL pour . lol

didnt know whether to go sushi's farewell drinkup, clubbing @ golden palace, dinner with alan, go black genie or stay at home . well, after much though and discussion, im going blackgenie .
havent been to that place in like 9 months .. man, all those old days of drinking there and being in the trance room :)

anyways im off to concentrate on the phone conversation . im wearing BOOTS ! winters, arrived . . .

TATA !!




i hate public holidays . !!
♥ Friday, April 6, 2007 4:15:00 PM




i hate public holidays . i totally forgot, than i realised clubs are closed ! longh the ningnong head, bet he forgot about that .

arg ! what should i do tonight, clubbing is scraped . damnnnn haha the clubbers are like WDF
! SPACE IS CLOSED ? haha sushi is currently brainstorming on what we can do . lol see how much public holidays suck ?
but oh well . trance heaven @ golden palace and 411@ pumphouse tomorrow night :)
shit .. i think i promised pommy id be with him .. oh man PUBLIC HOLIDAY RUINS EVERYTHING :@:@

dont know if i would go space on sunday .. i wanna go movie marra . everytime i find out about moviemarra it was too late .. not this time ! haha but not much good movies .. but i wanna watch DISTURBIA . ohhhh creeepy . im going to bring a pillow :)


hey i didnt realised easter show was already started . i thought it was the 8th . oh man should i go lol ???

oh man i really miss my healthy hair . i didnt have it for long though before i gave in to hair dye again .. but it was so healthy and shiny and black . i misssssssss it !!



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perfect; thats the closest to being a prefect HAHA ! .. can you believe thats a size xs??

TATA !! ill most probably go out anyway tonight . or i can just stay home .. i love snuggling in a warm bed on a cold day and read a good book whilst pigging out . yes i am zeeNERD .

ps . michael just sent me this article . HAHA (AP) -- Women who perform the act of fellatio and swallow semen on a regular basis, one to two times a week, may reduce their risk of breast cancer by up to 40 percent, a North Carolina State University study found. read on .. http://www.tatom.org/documents/CNN.com-StudyNewstudyshows.htm




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