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♥ Monday, June 25, 2007 9:38:00 PM




Graduation scares the living daylights out of me. With merely 6 weeks of school left, I'll be released into the real world, a world where you have to create pathways and make life changing decisions. No more nurturing and guidance from teachers, whether it's nagging you about that absent note you need to hand in or providing help towards your assignments, no more concern and checkups ensuring you're achieving your maximum.

Graduation will gaurantee an enormous life changing experience. Thirteen years of routine is soon to be jeopardised, consistency was a comfort barrier. Nobody hates school, people hate the aspect of school, however not the fact of being surrounded by friends and social activities. No matter how hard you try, after highschool, you'll never see your bestfriends everyday like now.

I was just having a conversation with Andy on msn and we got onto the topic of "the old days". They were the days that you'll never relive, the fun you experience in the future will no longer be like before. Back than, dance parties were mad fun, you atleast knew or have seen half the people and you meet new people. Going to city meant bumping into numerous people, didn't matter if you had nothing to do, there was always something on that you could go to. Now everyones seperated into their distinct circles, no longer are the days of pointless "bumming", however they were no doubtly fun in your own way, they bonded friendships and sparked laughter and forever memories. My bestfriends/good friends now are the people I see everyday (plus Lorah lol), they're the people who know me more than I know myself, they're the people I hang out with. However, I do miss the people I used to be close too that I never speak to now or only get the opportunity to see occasionally. I miss them, I miss the days of carefree living, I miss having fun, I miss being allowed to act like a child. Turning eighteen is so close, I'm awfully petrified.
I'll get to see a lot of faces I haven't seen in so long at my birthday, I can't wait. I'm going to give them enormous hugs and kisses. Some people leave footprints in your lives, others left footprints but just vanished. I'm disappointed in you, we're classified family, yet you're giving my birthday a miss because "you won't know anyone", I would never consider not attending your birthday because that's what good friends do, they're there for eachother. You may not see it, but it hurt me so much, but I guess guys aren't as sensitive than girls and unaware of their actions.

Anyways, that was the longest post ever, I'm feel extremely calm at the moment considering the numerous obstacles of change visible infront of me.

Lovelove, emu who's lifes just beginning.

A few specs of my memories . These photos make me want to cry, I want to rewind back in time.




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