Yay, no more English ! for now. Today was the worst ! BNW/BR essay was ..okay , but I didn't memorise it again :( Frontline was shit, and King Lear was the worst, I had to leave it till last hahahahahahaha !! okays ..

Maths is going to screw me up so badly, I think I should just forfeit now .

I also believe I'm sick, I'm freezing, drowsy and starting to cough quite a lot. UH OH !

Yay, Aliesha won BB. Even though Zac can be my sweetheart anyday even if he's gay ;) haha . BBO8 hopefully will contain ME as a housemate, =D



I have Art tomorrow, I can't be bothered studying for it. Even though, the theory is actually quite annoying :(

Our kitchen is getting renovated atm, they knocked down the wall between the dining room and the kitchen, it's like .. naked . haha ! I can't even drink water, I have no tap . hahaha !

LOVELOVE, emu who's bludging . :@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@ . Man I need Erina to change my MSN password again,

Not cool man ! I didn't end up memorising my Journey's essay. Comprehention and creative story took an hour, leaving me an hour to improvise an essay on the spot for imaginative journeys. I only wrote 12 pages throughout the entire exam, dude ! that's how much people write on like ONE essay :( My thumb hurts too :(

Tomorrow .. I'm going to literally die ! Brave New World/Blade Runner essay, King Lear essay and Frontline Essay.

FCUK YOU ENGLISH I HATE YOU SO MUCH .

My first Trial English paper 1 begins in around 11 hours .

I'm unbelievably stressed

I should worry about comprehention, creative story and my journey's essay. Must worry about modules TOMORROW night .

goodbye all . I shall go kill myself

It's 1230 am and we're both tired .. very tired . We've managed to write our story in 30 mins, than as a reward we bludged . Rating our teachers on rateyourteacher.com and watching youtube videos.

I put on some dvd and that took up like 2 hours of our studying time . hahahaha !

When I wake up, I'm going to know Michael's snoring in my living room . that's scary .. hahahaha !

Michael is so sleepy that he just dipped his hands into his cup thinking it was the bucket of starburst, hahahahaha !



lovelove, emu who is very very tired . back to memorising . tata !

ps. after a tideously long day of tutoring, I went to wish Nicole a happy birthday . didn't stay, as I had to get home because Michael was coming over . study ! HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR, hope you liked the present :)

haha, the importance of Trials have yet to kick in.

I can't be bothered doing 30 questions for maths tutoring. I'll talk my way out of it like each week :)

I have 3 essays to memorise for english, shoot me ! I'm so sleeeeepy . I've been bludging hardcore today and yesterday.

I'm now addicted to rice bubble crackers smeared with a lotttttt of peanut butter ! yummmmm :)

Big Brother is ending :(

Don't know if I should go out tomorrow, I'll think I'll drop by and say Happy Birthday for like an hour, must study .

Poor Michael, his brothers chucking a party at their house and Michael can't study for Trials. therefore he's sleeping over tomorrow night . hahahahaha ! poor me :D

I was so bored in english and everytime I'm extremely bored I get creative haha ! I cut out moustache like shapes and coloured them black and than I cut out Angelina Jolie styled lips and coloured them red and stuck them on me . the whole class had quite a laugh :) haha

LOVELOVE, emu who's got Art major work due realllyyyyy soooooonnnn .. :(

Finally got all the last assessment marks back.

Adv. Eng: 95%
2U Maths: 58%
Legal: 90%
Ancient: 81%
Art: 92%

I'm extremely happy except for maths, but maths and I hate each other, therefore, fcuk it.

I finished my Journey's essay and got it marked. He said that if I wrote that I would get 20/20 .. shame I can't write 1700 words in 40 mins. Trust me, I tried at the library, I only wrote 2 typed pages in 40 mins. booyah !

My creative story is marked, altered and re-marked. time to memorise .

Gotta finish Brave New World/Blade Runner by tommorow ?? Dream on.. I'm already sleepy haha .

I want to have fun ! I want to have fun without worrying about school !

I went back to Diva again . haha !



LOVELOVE, emu who's got 3 fcuking assessments right after the trials . I just want to rest yo !

I scored 90+ in my P's test,





but...

I got one instant fail ! :( I didn't see ONE stop sign, I stopped 3 seconds for every other one, but if I saw it I would have :( I did a perfect reverse park, 3-point turn, kerb side stop, checking blind spots, indicating, no speeding, etc

I'm so very depressed because I wanted it so bad after procrastinating for like a whole year. What's even MORE depressing, is the next available day I was able to book is September the 4th . like WDF IS THIS ?? haha . I'll never get my P's man .


lovelove, emu who is disappointed in herself :(


I can't go on msn till after trials, Erina has officially changed my password. lol!

Happy Birthday Anthony. Sorry we didn't make it, but hopefully the black forest cake made up for it!

I only drink midori with sprite at Maloneys. Yum :) Than we went Pumphouse. We are such asians, Frost's friends guestlist. Lorah and I saying we're Sarah and Diana. HAHA

Cockfest, smirnoff, grindingggg, sleezy guys, shit music, obese chicks, sore feet, dirty dancing all night, (l)(l)
Left at 2am . Too tired, getting sick. Walked around darling harbour.

Drive home was memorable. Stuck at Mascot, Erwin driving all around the world. Starving! Finding food, 7-eleven was the only thing open.

Home at 330am. cronked out hard !

Camera was in cloak room. 10$ ? wdf . Hopefully the photographer will upload soon ! But I have a photo of me and lorah at my house getting ready :)




Why am I still on msn ? Must go write essays now .

Lovelove, emu who's very tired .

I'm actually making progress, my english essays are under construction! :)

hahaha! hilarious how people think that everything involves them. People are still talking about our birthday cruise, and obviously people have found out about the after party I had. Except, the after party was solely MY after party with around 10 friends that I wanted present, being at the cruise didn't mean you were automatically invited. Obviously the word leaked, however, you see some girls going "oh they just didn't get around to telling me but I wouldn't have made it anyway" . Like if you were invited, obviously I would have told you? If I didn't, than you're not ! hahahaha, it's seriously quite funny how they make themselves sound like they're permanently invited to everything. It's hilarious reading what people are saying on bebo (they always say it on bebo so everyone else can read it) , upgrading themselves :)

It's even more hilarious how bebo is like peoples life source. It's like your "recruitting friends" business. "Oh I think I saw you at emu's cruise, did you go? I went" . "Oh I saw you at the cruise and I danced with you, plus I found you on bebo, therefore we're totally bestfriends now" HAHAHAHAHAAHHH !! You no lifers !

We were at the library today and all the little kids that used the computers were on .. BEBO! hahahahah, "comment me first than I'll comment you back" . Ahh .. how cute! You havent grown pubes yet but you have bebo so you can make more friends without pubes and perve on people who have gone through puberty.

That is all .. I'm going to go back to my coleridge essay .

LOVELOVE, emu

Monday 30 July
Adv. English - AOS
8:50-11

Tuesday 31 July
Adv. English - Modules
8:50-11

Wednesday 1 August
Visual Art
10:25-12

Thursday 2 August
2U Maths
8:50-11:30

Monday 6 August
Legal Studies
8:50-12

Thursday 9 August
Ancient History
12:55 - 4

If you see me on MSN, it's for educational purposes .. lol ! But I'm going to restrain myself, even if I call up Erina at 2am threatening her for my new password.

I'll blog occasionally .. maybe .. probably .. I'm so naughty, I'm going clubbing on Saturday. Hardcore studying from then on, oh and my P's test is on Monday . HOPE I PASS HEHE !!

lovelove, emu who's frozen .

TRANSFORMERS WAS AWESOME . Gone were the thought it was "just" a car movie, it left me in tears ! a lot of tears ! William laughed at my tears :@:@

EMUBEE v. MEGATRON !



My first car is going to be an S15 with the number plate, EMUBEE :)

LOVELOVE, emu who loves bumblebee & the rest of the autobots.

Hello my lovelies, it’s not long before I’ll have to lightly brush aside this state of rambling with no requirements what so ever. These whole holidays have been based on my transition into an eighteen year old, heavily pushing aside that nagging voice reminding me of T-R-I-A-L-S. Tonight is the night I’ll finally set my mind to beginning my holiday “must do’s”.

On a lighter note, I’m loving life. At points in your presence you suddenly have feelings of sorrow, whether it’s being unhappy about someone or stressing about a task you’re procrastinating about. Other times, even simply little aspects warm your heart and permanently stamp a huge watermelon grin on your face. You appreciate the priceless lining to life. My best friends are beautiful, I have the most loving parents a daughter could wish for, everyone’s healthy, we don’t lack money, we have a roof over our head and food at our table, and I love and am loved in return.

I’ve been spoiled left right and centre for my eighteenth, jewelry, clothing, hotel, money etc merely made me twitch. However, the materialistic no longer send me into a jumping frenzy. I’m becoming too familiar with goods, they’re constantly there. But, the Bettina Liano's jeans have been surgically attached to my leg hehe !



On my actual birthday, the bestfriends surprised me when I arrived home from Star City. A feast was prepared, and we were reunited with Alvin who we haven't seen for 2 years.







Hehe, Parramatta excited us.



Went furniture shopping, I picked out the bedroom set for my room and we also bought a new tv. It's getting delivered on Wednesday. I requested we go Pho An, and it surprises me how they charge over 10$ for such a tiny amount with even less meat. However, the decor is nicer than normal vietnamese restaurants. =)

We watched Hairy Pothead on Friday, I was nodding off to sleep. I can never remember what the books about due to reading it years ago, but all I know is Cho Chang could have been picked better and an asian with a British accent makes me laugh :D harhar

I feel like such a unique fully sick individual. I haven't seen Transformers yet, I must be the only human haha ! While we were giving speeches, the microphone was making noises, and everyone screamed out MEGATRON, BUMBLEBEE and TRANSFORMER .. I stood there puzzled because I haven't seen the movie !! Well I want to see just how good it is, so I'm going tomorrow with William :)

That was long . I've been busting ever since an hour ago.

lovelove, emu .

I have been doing this for like 5 hours . Resizing each photo one by one, and than uploading it . Appreciate my efforts y'all !!

Here's a few just to make it look like I'm an awesome and interesting blogger haha!
















WWW.EMZFOTOZ5.CJB.NET FOR THE REST OF THEM

LOVELOVE, emu who's going furniture shopping tomorrow :)

Despite numerous amounts of stress . It was all worth it, it was great seeing everyone enjoying themselves. Surprisingly fifty pizza's disappeared before I even boarded the boat myself . . talk about hungry people .

The cake was a huge hit! It was gone within a few minutes lol .

I have 500 photos, I have to get more off others, therefore the uploading process will take longer than usual. Please be patient. =)

I was at docking early, thankgod for Lorah marking names off, I would have literally collapsed from exhaustion and stress . My feet near the end of the night were permanently fixed in the shape of my heels, that's pure pain. A little panic attack occured during the cruise, but I got all better, thanks to those who took care of me.

The speeches, presents and little surprises my friends did are priceless. The speeches brought tears to my eyes but I held it in for makeup purposes HAHA ! I got so drunk at the hotel, I slept. Woke up with the biggest munchies, we all feasted on Macca's brekkie at 5am :) I'll blog more about it next blog .

Here's two photos for your enjoyment :) teasing your suspense .





LOVELOVE emu who is hungover .

Sorry I've been so busy!

Toys R Us second interview went so shit, I was 30 mins late because I heard the times wrong . oh well

The cruise is tomorrow, after 7+ months of planning, it's TOMORROW! Some people can seriously go fcuk themselves, I don't have time for your bullshit. For others, have fun tomorrow! omfgggggg everyone is fcuking HYPED! I'm soooooo pysched, I can't wait. Espcially for afters, lmfaooooo everythings all set !


I PROMISE NEXT BLOG WILL BE HUGEEEEEEEEE x INFINITE!!

lovelove emu who's loving being eighteen so far! STAR CITY WAS AWESOME!

[EDIT] NOT GOING OUT ANYMORE . I'M TOO SICK TO EVEN FUNCTION, INCASE I GET TOO SICK FOR MY BIRTHDAY CRUISE, THAT'LL TOTALLY SUCK SHIT. I'M GOING TO RECOVER TONIGHT AND GO STAR CITY TOMORROW MORNING :) THAT'S HOT Y'ALL AND THAN AWESOME FOURSOME IS COMING OVER TO SPEND MY BIRTHDAY WITH ME . THAT'S LOVE !! ERINA'S ALREADY STARTED COOKING THE FEASTA ! I CAN'T WAIT, I'M GOING TO STARVE MYSELF TILL TOMORROW. HEHE . OKAYS TATA! HOPE I GET BETTER BEFORE TOMORROW. EIGHTEEN IN 2 HOURS ! [/EDIT]

My last blog entry as a seventeen year old. I'm eighteen in 4 hours and 43 minutes.

I'm sick as a dog, but I'm still dragging myself to Pumphouse. I'm literally coughing my lungs up, I wouldn't be surprised if I arrive home with a massive fever.

Anyways, in a few hours I'll be eighteen sixteen and 24 months :)

I'm mature, wise and if I break the law, it's hello jail straight away. No sympathetic treatment. I'll be voting at the upcoming elections, I'll be expected to be mature . haha ! what a joke.

Okays, I'm off to get ready for clubbing now. No more illegal clubbing =( . Getting in illegally, coming out legally. haha!

LOVELOVE, emu who is going to be forever young.

I promise a major major MAJOR photo blog next entry, I need to share so many ! :) Be patient children.


MATURE MUCH ?? =P

I'm sick, it's probably from Wilson's birthday and Submission last night mixed in with the exhaustion.

Joel finally won FNL . roflolmao !

Michael and I did Janie's present today. I'll post pic after we give it to her. I had another blonde moment .. Michael nearly died from laughter.
Me: Hey what's Hitler's last name?
Michael: ROFLOLMAO !! Hitler is HIS last name !!!
Me: *puzzled look* than what's his first name?
Michael: ADOLF!! loll

Submission contained 90% white TB's all wearing their supre "I love my boyfriend" styled shirts . LOL

Thankyou Danny my bff ! Begging me to fix up his tragic haircut, however in return he bought me lemon, buttermenthols, and lots of honey ! I'm on my way to being healthy yea yea ??

I must send out emails to inform people of the changes of the time for the cruise on Wednesday . arg !

lovelove, emu who's got driving lesson tomorrow morning, maths and english tutoring, and Maloney's . I want to sleep!

I'm sleep deprived lol ! I could barely keep my eyes open today.

Last night was Wilson's birthday at Korean BBQ . All 15 of us costed up to 560$$, and I barely ate anything, my food intake these days aren't very good hahahah ! We than traveled to K, we had the whole place to ourselves lol so we had like two rooms. Fun fun fun! I'll let the photos speak for itself as I have not much time to blog lol Happy birthday Wilson you level 10 Dota noob :)

I'm always getting woken up these days, maybe it's due to the fact I sleep till like 11 :) ahhh holidays , I LOVE ! Went lunch with mummy at Yutaka, I adore that place. Japanese buffet is something to make me want to travel all the way to the city just for brunch. We went shopping searching for a trench coat.. nothing really suited. Confirmed our booking at Pacific International only to find out the one we booked is another one, the one with the suites.. which turned out perfect ! it's sooooo close to the docking of the cruise :) I'm a genius ! heheheheheheheheh

Gotta get ready soon and go Submission. Wasn't planning on going because U18 are too tb unlike the fun they used to be like 2 years ago. But I got an email thanking me for promoting and informing me I'm on the guestlist with two free tickets, and we'll be in the vip section. Nothing pleases me more than vip and free . =)

NEED TO RE-INSTALL PHOTOSHOP . PRONTO!

I got my Toys "R" Us bundle in the mail today . Second interview here I come .

LOVELOVE, emu who's hyped about the cruise !

I'm over-whelmed, I just realised how jam packed the next two weeks are, I have merely any spare time to study!

Yesterday was a day of laughter, shopping, food!, walking, etc with EEJJ group! lol. Erina, Jane, Joh and I traveled to Parramatta, and shopped for the cruise. I'm on a shopping ban but I bought stockings and a trench coat that was an impulse buy and since it was on sale, no exchange or refund =( . The stockings are fishnets, but they're cotton and sooooo comfortable, I highly recommend from Myer. lmfao! Bubble Bubble!, lol City Beach guy !, Stairs! loll lmfaoooo

At night, Allan and Colin came by and we drove to Joh's house. haha like I haven't spent enough time with her! We sat in the car for like an hour talking and Allan getting all worked up lol, than we were about to drive to Eric's house to pull a prank on him, Allan realised there was no batteries in the car because he left the headlights on! .. so we had to call NRMA, and waited inside Joh's house. I LOVE HER HOUSE, so much junk food!!!!!!! My paradise, than we went out after like an hour and Allan tried again and realised it worked! lol, and than we see the NRMA guy drive up, oooopss. Man got home at like 1 something, I'm so tired..

Michael wakes me up at 8:46AM today!! Telling me to open the door, than Janie came and they dropped off my MASSIVE BOX (present) lmfao! THANKNYOU GUYS SOO MUCH, I LOVE YOUUUUUUU!! it's the funniest present ever, so much meaning lol like, a map on the box because I don't know my way around australia haha! there's a dustpan labelled "now you can do the cleaning" there's like junk food , shrek baby, elmo, bears, because I love them, LMFAOO THERE'S A CLOG!! haha and these chicken toys aha too hard to explain but everything relates to me one way or another like the jokes I said or the "little miss chatterbox" book they got which was labeled "self explanatory" haha !

I'll post up pictures when I re-install photoshop. I have so many photos too share.

I have tomorrow and next tuesday free in this whole holidays :(

LOVELOVE, emu who took out her beauty spot piercing!

Here's a photo until I get the rest off joseph.